And I didn't feel too good about that. ..I'm still ambivalent about it, really.
To have a "name", that's the absence of your name, is a bit contradictory.
But it helped break me out of a cycle that was becoming self-destructive. ..> Myself and Christianity <
And I decided, that dreams and art both come from the same direction. . . that I would use it as an art name.
It's one of those quintessential wierd dream things, sometimes it feels cool, at others it's disturbing.
I think my art's the same way. .. That it's a good fit.
It's a shorthand I developed -- one of those things an isolated intelligence might do.
I had wanted one for some time. ..("Speaking secret alphabet" -- Jim Morisson)
And got around to developing it while taking notes at a technical school.
It's phonetic English. ..It says "no longer michael".