If I forget myself understood I am not behind.
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Am I seen passing math for masses walking, playing, looking ...
"Do I have any relevance?"
Google this.
And know why.
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I had a dream once. Death lowered upon me as the lid of an arms-folded coffin.
All I'd put between myself and the world.
All I still do.
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Sorry friends forgotten back turned all too often.
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What have I found?
The face of nature, and Christianity false.
Music played, and art formed perfectly in dreams...
reinventing a wheel.
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"Do I have any relevance?"
I have learned that outcomes speak to our instinct.
As though from the future they say: "Be here", "Do this"; and we ask "Why?"
Some moments we are absorbed by. Others are transparent or reflective to our efforts. Great or small,
it is possible to hold circumstances in a hand. Once past -- one feels the draft in their wake, or the stillness of the absence.